I miss you so much and i am just so sick of putting on a happy face because this world just dosent get it. So much time has gopne and i am still here, still so much unanswered questions. I feel so much guilt and regret. it like living in hell. maybe thats why i am still here., to pay for my mistakes. Will give anything to have you back, to take your place. I just want to hold you again, hear your voice and see your beautiful face. after all this i hope we meet again.