i remeber today so well. You went to receive your award. You was already sick and i didn't realise how serious it was. We texted during the function, you wanted my sweater because you were wearing a sleeve less top and you didn't want to go on stage so you used your hair to cover your shoulders. I have so much regret, i had so much and didn't realise it. I really want to beleieve we will meet again one day. I love you and mis you so much.