I was just remembering the evening you came home from school after you did a chem lab. You filled a glass with tap water and poured some chemical into it and the water turned pink. You were testing the water and you wanted to show me that it was not safe to drink. As time goes I am hoping the painful memories fsde and its replaced with good ones although I believe the pain will always be as strong as it did from the day you fell ill. I miss you standing up to me and stating your case on issues you so strongly believed in. You thought me so much you definitely deserve to be here and not me. You had so much to offer this world, much more than I ever could. I hope God knows what he's doing.