It's now 3 years. Decided to spend the day with family and friends, so we had a prayers in your memory. it was the easy way out because I was trying to avoid the pain. Loosing you is the most difficult thing I have ever experienced. And we made 3 years. We smile, we laugh and we say we're good but just underneath the surface we want to scream and run from this world. We miss you Anuskha. We always will.